It's the gift of a life time

I dont understand what the god just gave me now. I just felt blessed, look a like everything i touch become gold, for all the sudden. Be in this position where i am now maybe just a dreaming for any one perhaps not very easy to get in this door.

You know how hard i tried, how painfull the sacrifices, how cruel the fights, and cannot imagines how i became so exhausted. For a momment i was plan to quit, i could not did this any more i felt useless and hopeless, be a run away quite maybe the best for me at that time.

I just lock the page and prepare to walk out the arena, with all guilty and a loser impression in my face. I walked out with silence just walk out without put a look to my back i just run away and run as fast i can. I go back to where i belong, it was just the save mode decision.

I never dreamed agan since that time, i just did my job and stared my head vision down to a ground level. at that time such save mode decision must be taken as win win solution to a risk taker like me. It was a best offer that i could reach.

I just forget my past efforts and look at my adventurer journey in more calm rhytm for the slow future. I said maybe i can go back if there are more opportunities in future but now know, i just released all the preassure and accepted the deal.

While i momment i was quit the fight and deal the calm peacefully momment in my life, i just felt peacefully but also stressfully because i am a warriors who like the adventures.

A nature of warriors not ended by surrender the fight, all for the sudden in a war there is alot of fights waits for the warriors. I was struck out from the peacefully place to a single fight again, the mother of earth said : are you ready? deal or no deal!

I have no time to think i used to be a decision risk taker, i said with my quick calculations ran shortly and fastly for the decision of a life time i took it, i took the fight hey mother earth. I shall joined your masaccre.

The hot tea is served now in my Jumbo Jet 767 500 heading for the airport in next 3 hours. I just remember the gift, the scenes and the journey. I love this fight. Any way.. any how..

It's the gift of a life time